Sometimes its ok to like darker things. i love thunder and lightning, and i love when it rains. rain is good! some ppl call u goth if you like that kind of stuff!!
I really want to go to that place in africa where there is a ton of lightning. lightning never gets old! Its beautiful, harmful, yet intrigueing at the same time.
when i get older, i think i want to be a physics teacher. physics are really intrigueing to me. its math and science put together in a way that is useful for almost anything! physics are the laws of the natural world! its gravity, its everything that happens everyday, but explained. I also like astrophysics, the physics of space. i don't like aliens tho, or human discoveries. i think i want to explain the unexplainable, the things we work with every day.
I grew up not really being pushed to choose a job or likng. i just kinda went with the flow, so i don't really have any persuasive qualities so all or my occupational thoughts are 100% my own. but its harder to decide what i want when im not going to please or dissapoint my parents either way i go. so i think i'll always be unsure if im doing the right thng with my life.
Monday, August 8, 2011
Sunday, August 7, 2011
It's Been A While...
"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothings going to get better, it's not. So catch!"
Sometimes, its the friends that show you life in a different perspective that really matter most. you could look out A window all your life without seeing The Scarecrow in your neighbor's backyard. It only takes one sideways glance to hange that though.
I never noticed how much drama was consumng me. I preyed off of gossip and looks and what i should wear so i don't get called a freak. And i've also realized how even my best friends are the same way. In the longrun, i really don't care. All i need is a down to earth friend who can help keep me grounded. But living in the city with so many different cultures and opinions doesn't really supply that option often.
I've started to meditate lightly also, which has greatly inproved my sleep. That sounds very unimportant, but about 2 years back i had extreme insomnia and never really got back to normal. It takes the normal person 7 minutes to fall asleep, while it takes me about 30.
Through this meditation, I let my thoughts meander around possibilities such as what my life would be like if i lived in the suburbs, or on a farm. In my soul, i know i was meantto live on a farm or such. My love for horses and riding accentuated this, but it is mostly because I love being alone and being able to think and do my own chores. I can't stant it when adults and older ppl tell you what to do, or try and guide you through everything. If you give me a list, I promise you it will be done by dinner, and only when i'm done may you correct my work.
God put me in the city simply to test my perspective. my mind and body yearns for a rural area, but must cope with somethin less positive. Everyone gts that feeling about something at least once in their lfe. ALl of ths is why i envy those who grown up in the back country, and it's why i envy Marly. Marly is sooo down to earth and understands soo much! im so glad i met her. iim blessed with finding friends worthwhile
Sometimes, its the friends that show you life in a different perspective that really matter most. you could look out A window all your life without seeing The Scarecrow in your neighbor's backyard. It only takes one sideways glance to hange that though.
I never noticed how much drama was consumng me. I preyed off of gossip and looks and what i should wear so i don't get called a freak. And i've also realized how even my best friends are the same way. In the longrun, i really don't care. All i need is a down to earth friend who can help keep me grounded. But living in the city with so many different cultures and opinions doesn't really supply that option often.
I've started to meditate lightly also, which has greatly inproved my sleep. That sounds very unimportant, but about 2 years back i had extreme insomnia and never really got back to normal. It takes the normal person 7 minutes to fall asleep, while it takes me about 30.
Through this meditation, I let my thoughts meander around possibilities such as what my life would be like if i lived in the suburbs, or on a farm. In my soul, i know i was meantto live on a farm or such. My love for horses and riding accentuated this, but it is mostly because I love being alone and being able to think and do my own chores. I can't stant it when adults and older ppl tell you what to do, or try and guide you through everything. If you give me a list, I promise you it will be done by dinner, and only when i'm done may you correct my work.
God put me in the city simply to test my perspective. my mind and body yearns for a rural area, but must cope with somethin less positive. Everyone gts that feeling about something at least once in their lfe. ALl of ths is why i envy those who grown up in the back country, and it's why i envy Marly. Marly is sooo down to earth and understands soo much! im so glad i met her. iim blessed with finding friends worthwhile
Sunday, April 25, 2010
an also..
YOU GUYS HAVE TO NOT ONLY LOOK AT MY BLOG FROM BUZZ, BUT GO TO THE SITE, B/C OTHERWISE, YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO VOTE IN MY POLL! YOU ONLY HAVE ANOTHER DAY TO VOTE! MAKE SURE U VISIT! AND VOYE! lol jsyk, the poll has something to do with suvival on a deserted island. lol. please vote, everyone! and comment, thx
topeka to... Google?
wow. i can't believe that topeka, kansas, is changing their name to Google. FOR REAL!!! no jokes! the mayor has allowed it, so, well,... no more two topeka's! (because there is one in kansas and one like 100 miles away to the east) so...
don't you think that it is unfair that governor patterson (new york) delayed funding to the school districs. i hope that they get it to us sooner than like june!
jose is the wierdest person in the world his son's name is thrrrrrrrr.
ok now that my jose spasm is over, i can tell you about how school lunches HAVE to change, or else all the kids will stop like eating them and like the schools wil get like no money from them. so even though they changed them once already, i think that they should become made in the school like they do in school and high schools. it would be way better.
anywho, i would like to say a shout out to my bff reba. it hink that she is like just the best friend that anyone could ever have. i luv all my friends. also, a chout out to india, because ahe is also like my best friend.
i really wanted Kate Gosselin to get voted off on dncing with the stars. she really did suck. i mean, i'm like not a hater, but i don't think that they should have inviteed her to dance. i just don't think that she should have been dancing. it's too bad that they show john and kate plus eight desinigrated. too bad...
anywho, randomnes should be like everyone's word.
jos'e's breath stinks to the like tenth power times 8. i wish he brushed his teeth more often...
i can't believe that they canceled clubs! i really like the crafts club. it's very calm and easy, so it's more like a break from school in school for me. they said over the loudspeaker that they canceled clubs because of some of the students behaviors lately.. i don't think that i have been bad...
i'm glad because i got an 100% on my 1920 to 1940 project. i did it on art. yah yah yah! art is cool!
i drew a picture of me yesterday and it looks
any
sleepovers to schools, schools to everything else
omg, this is india and me at our most recent sleepover. if i didn't send u an e-mail specifically with these pics, then this entry should end up on my buzz. her shirt wuz very funny! lol did u know that india is a club penguin member? she got a newer computer, so when i wuz there, she showed me all the cool things you can do as a member. it sure is cool. so....... i can't believe so many people got into sota! ohmigod! lol congragulatons to everyone who got into this amazing middle school. 
lol i really can't wait untill monday! i hope to see u all then!
this is india at my house (lol that's my bed and lok at all my show ribbons! i <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp8krAgpxMXnarPmb2mHEUuvWFJfi4bKGzHytKH7zyR3XpjN4TSMYbWPwFgvKxSmSlxadQ73zH9kmic6-pdjoh5Yqa2UnahwgVDcgu-HeSSkNPlBhml9v7-DtVxTqzj-zllsaWIACZ-vOH/s1600/DSCN1310.JPG">
she shill hid her face for the zoom in pic lol love the face! she accually only came over first to my house for a girlscout meating, but then, our moms said it was ok to come over! yay for cool moms!
she had the cooooooolest shirt on, it said "wheee hooo waffles!" lol, espesially when you put the pic of that green thing and delicious waffles with syrup (i prefer tthe frozen kind lol)
she loves peace, espesially when she uses her fingers! at her house, we played with her dog, oscar (bubbah) and ran away from him b/c he cased you visously. grrrr! lol. when we finally settled down, we watched bambi, and brother bear too. indai was out before the first movie wuz over, and then i wuz done w/ the second movie, so after accidentally waking indai up, she told me how to get it to regular tv, and i watched the end of saturday noght live. lol but eww, b/c justin beiber performed like 3 times. ewwww. gross. anywho, when it ended, i changed it to this channel that wuz talking about telescopes, and how they evolved, and how they are used, and then it wuz also about space, and the last thing i remember wuz listening to this narrator guy explaining the galaxy boring, right? but i wuz out lik a light, and i woke up at like 7:15 the next morning, and we ate waffles (imagine that!). yum! then, we went on the computer agian, and so on, and we had a great time. i left at bout 12:00, and india wuz going to got to her dad's house, but she got sick after i left, like she came down with a fever, so. but anywho, i had a great time! hope this reminds you all of india's great soul! i love her so much! ps, if u want to e-mail her, her e-mail is bowser293@yahoo.com c yahz on monday! (hope u all finished ur homework) lol. :)
lol i really can't wait untill monday! i hope to see u all then!
this is india at my house (lol that's my bed and lok at all my show ribbons! i <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp8krAgpxMXnarPmb2mHEUuvWFJfi4bKGzHytKH7zyR3XpjN4TSMYbWPwFgvKxSmSlxadQ73zH9kmic6-pdjoh5Yqa2UnahwgVDcgu-HeSSkNPlBhml9v7-DtVxTqzj-zllsaWIACZ-vOH/s1600/DSCN1310.JPG">
she shill hid her face for the zoom in pic lol love the face! she accually only came over first to my house for a girlscout meating, but then, our moms said it was ok to come over! yay for cool moms!
she had the cooooooolest shirt on, it said "wheee hooo waffles!" lol, espesially when you put the pic of that green thing and delicious waffles with syrup (i prefer tthe frozen kind lol)
she loves peace, espesially when she uses her fingers! at her house, we played with her dog, oscar (bubbah) and ran away from him b/c he cased you visously. grrrr! lol. when we finally settled down, we watched bambi, and brother bear too. indai was out before the first movie wuz over, and then i wuz done w/ the second movie, so after accidentally waking indai up, she told me how to get it to regular tv, and i watched the end of saturday noght live. lol but eww, b/c justin beiber performed like 3 times. ewwww. gross. anywho, when it ended, i changed it to this channel that wuz talking about telescopes, and how they evolved, and how they are used, and then it wuz also about space, and the last thing i remember wuz listening to this narrator guy explaining the galaxy boring, right? but i wuz out lik a light, and i woke up at like 7:15 the next morning, and we ate waffles (imagine that!). yum! then, we went on the computer agian, and so on, and we had a great time. i left at bout 12:00, and india wuz going to got to her dad's house, but she got sick after i left, like she came down with a fever, so. but anywho, i had a great time! hope this reminds you all of india's great soul! i love her so much! ps, if u want to e-mail her, her e-mail is bowser293@yahoo.com c yahz on monday! (hope u all finished ur homework) lol. :)
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
radio
i bought like 8 songs on itunes yesterday!!! like, and all of them were my favorite songs.
well, the title is radio because i am listening to radio right now- or was. my ipod just died. i listen to 106.7 kis fm. yeah!!! go morning shows!!! well, this is going to be aa short post b/c i have to go and do shores. i'm home alone! but if i don't do my shores, i chould get in big trouble.
so, while james is at the orthodontist, i get to sit around and eat my chocolate bunnie. which is really good. and i didn't have to rip off his head- he was already decapitated when i opened the package.
food for tho;ught...
um, like if the empire state building fell down, who would u call first? think about it. ttfn!
well, the title is radio because i am listening to radio right now- or was. my ipod just died. i listen to 106.7 kis fm. yeah!!! go morning shows!!! well, this is going to be aa short post b/c i have to go and do shores. i'm home alone! but if i don't do my shores, i chould get in big trouble.
so, while james is at the orthodontist, i get to sit around and eat my chocolate bunnie. which is really good. and i didn't have to rip off his head- he was already decapitated when i opened the package.
food for tho;ught...
um, like if the empire state building fell down, who would u call first? think about it. ttfn!
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